Post by Nixon Kennedy on Aug 1, 2009 2:36:23 GMT -5
Can you hear me calling out your name in my sleep?
Nixon goes by Nixon or Nix, nothing else; he's straight, and quite the broken little vampire. He doesn't do relationships, so don't bother; he's twenty one, and he's got an addiction he can't get rid of. if you dare try to get to know him, you may get hurt, but it's worth it to find that heart of gold beneath all the sex and blood.
*LIKEFAMILYyou cause the smile && the teardrops in my eyes
*InSePeRaBlEyou try to walk away && tell me everything is okay
*AtTaChEd@ThEhIpwhen i'm in your arms is when i feel the best, safe with you...
*PaRt'NaInCrImEyou're the one real thing, the one true thing that i know
*BeStFrIeNdSmy soul is satisfied because your love keeps me alive
*ReAlLyClOsEi am yours, you are mine, you're not fading in my eyes
*PrEtTyClOsEwhen you're feeling weak, you know i'm strong enough
*DeCeNtFrIeNdSi'll stand beside you, never leave through it all
*GrOwInGfRiEnDskill me, heal me, on && on, i can't live without it
*PaRtYpAlScome down to me, don't ever say that it's over
*ChIlDhOoDpAlSwhy do i have to beg when all that's left is a memory?
*ClAsSfRiEnDsam i a lunatic? i'm going crazy for just a touch from you
*HoUsEmAtEsi stand here closed && open praying for the summer rains
*FrIeNdOfAfRiEnDdo you really know my name, can i really come to you?
*AcQuAiNtAnCeSi'm stretching but you're just out of reach
*HARDCOREHATEi'd rather rot alone then spend one minute with you
*MuTuAlHaTeyou're worth so much, so easily crushed, like everyone else
*OnEsIdEdHaTeno one escapes every breath we take, dealing with our skeletons
*MuTuAlDiSlIkEfeel you scratching at the surface under my skin
*OnEsIdEdDiSlIkEthe worst is the waiting, in this room i'm suffocating
*MuTuAlDiSlIkEall they want is for us to live in fear, can we hold on?
*OnEsIdEdAnNoYaNcEyou're worth so much, it'll never be enough
*YoUcHeAtEdOnMeyou mean so much, heaven would touch humankind for you
*IcHeAtEdOnYoUyou're not the only one drowning in imperfection
*YoUbAcKsTaBbEdMetears falling down again, come let the healing begin
*IbAcKsTaBbEdYoUyou're drowning in your imperfection
*NoN-fRiEnDlYrIvAlwhen i hurt, when i bleed, you're holding me
*FrIeNdLyRiVaLhow could you hate me when all i wanted to be was you?
*KiDdIeRiVaLyour failures devour your heart every hour
*HoUsErIvAlyou fall to your knees, you beg, you plead...
*LoVeHaTecan i be somebody else for all the times i hate myself?
*ByAsSoCiAtIoNyou seem so far from everything you're wanting to be
*FiNaLlOvEoh how i adore you, how i thirst for you, how i need you
*InLoVerebirthing now, wanna live my life && give you everything
*IlOvEyOufeel you every heartbeat, feel you on these empty nights
*YoUlOvEmEyour presence is filling up my lungs with oxygen, take you in...
*CuRrEnTlOvEhow can i tell you all that you are? what you do to me...
*FuTuReLoVetell me when i'm gonna live again, when this fear will end
*PoSsIbLeLoVerebirthing now, wanna live for love, && for you && me
*PaSt|GoOdcalm the ache, stop the shakes, you clear my mind
*PaSt|BaDi see you standing here but you're so far away
*PaSt|ChEmIsTrYyou're better than drugs, your love's like wine, addicted for life
*PaSt|WaNtItBaCkyou're my addiction my perscription, my antidote
*MuTuAlCrUsHfeel you comin' so fast, feel you comin' to get me high
*OnEsIdEdCrUsHfeel you when i'm restless, feel you when i cannot cope
*FrIeNdSw|BeNeFiTsi'm waiting for the right time, for the day i catch your eye
*FuCkBuDdIeSwon't you believe all the things i see in you?
*CuRrEnTfLiNgi won't let you say goodbye, i'll be your reason why
*PaStFlInGyou're my escape from this messed up place
*OnEnIgHtStAnDparalytic inside this soul, screaming for you 'til my throa's numb
*MaKeOuTbUdDiEstell me when i'm gonna feel inside, when i'm gonna feel alive
*SeXuAlTeNsIoNyou should know i'm ready when you're ready for me
*MuTuAlFlIrTsyou kill the poison, you ease the suffering
*OnEsIdEdFlIrTscalm the rage when i'm afraid to feel again
*On&&OfFtell me when i'm gonna live again, when i'm gonna breathe you in
*ClOsEfAmIlYbreathe for the first time now, i came alive somehow
*DiStAnTfAmIlYcould i be lost? could i disappear? would you find me here
*BaDiNfLuEnCeyour love, my gift, you go && i will follow my dream, my wish
*GoOdInFlUeNcEit's just a phase, you'll be okay, you're fine, i know it's a lie
*MiXeDfEeLiNgSi spend my days tangled in thoughts of you, stuck in this place.
*MuTuAlReSpEcTyou go through so much, but i could be the one to hold you
*IrEsPeCtYoUyour touch is what i'm missing, i'm slowly losing you
*YoUrEsPeCtMeit's better than going mad trying to solve the problems
*IaDmIrEyOui hate living without you, dead wrong to ever doubt you
*YoUaDmIrEmEcan't stop me from falling apart, my self-destruction is your fault
*IpRoTeCtYoUwe're healing, it's killing us inside, can we take a chance?
*YoUpRoTeCtMei remember when we used to laugh about nothing at all
*StAlKeRstarving for your attention, you don't even know my name
*ObSeSsIoNyou're my only infatuation, don't leave me stranded in obsession
*FaMiLyFrIeNdi wonder why you're hurting, wish i had a way to say...
*FaMiLyEnEmYi hate feeling like this, so tired of trying to fight this
*MeNtOryour touch, your ways, leave me dumb without reason
*OtHeR|sPeCiFyhow special you are, revel in the day, you're wonderfully made
this plot was made by meeeeee, Marie. if you want one, PM me under Nixon Kennedy. the colors were done buy this color blender. the lyrics are all from skillet, and can be found here. inspiration is other plot pages as always, but it's 100% made and coded by me. there are seventy-three relationships, so obviously BE ORIGINAL! Lavender doesn't need 50 lovers, friends, enemies, or other. she needs a mixture of them all. there is a huge difference between fuck buddies and friends with benefits, and if you're unsure about it PM me and ask. i have final say in the relationships, and don't you dare say 'put me anywhere' or we'll have problems. wrap it all in code and use the pretty little color codes i provide in the next post, please and thank you!
