Post by melody mckay on Jul 31, 2009 13:36:48 GMT -5
melody
[/font] elizabeth[/font] mckay[/SIZE][/i][/font]sometimes life seems to quiet
into paralyzing silence
like the moonless dark
meant to make me strong
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You know the one thing you're fighting to hold[/font][/SIZE]
(your details)
so hello there the name's KAYLA and i have been rocking it on this earth for EIGHTEEN years.
i have been running with the vampires for SIX YEARS you might also
know me as KAY KAY?!. you can contact me at KPLACE0890@YAHOO.COM.
and this is one of my master pieces:
Frank could already feel it. The way his stomach was collecting butterflies. The way he felt magnetically pulled toward Krissy. Everything inside him was screaming out for this girl. He hadn’t felt this way in so long that the feelings seem foreign. He didn’t want to think about the last girl who had made him feel this way. Kiah was the past and he was hoping Krissy would be his future. As horrible as that sounded seeing as he’d only just met her. He had a tendency of becoming attached very quickly. Especially to girls he knew would become something more than his friend. It was like he had a radar for these girls. He had felt the same things the first time he talked to Kiah. He knew what he was feeling was genuine and true. He was developing a crush for this girl he’d just met. Something he hadn’t done in so long. Not only was this a bad thing, it was a horrible thing. He’d promised himself he would never expose his heart to the kind of pain Kiah had caused.
He’d almost married Kiah. In fact, he was two days away from proposing when she broke it off. So of course it was natural for him to be careful with his heart. When he fell, he fell hard and he could tell if he kept Krissy around he would fall for her. She was perfect. The way she talked, the way she smiled and even the way she blushed. Everything made his insides spin. He wanted so badly to just tell her that he knew they would become something but he she would call him crazy. Who actually believed in love at first sight other than himself? It was a ridiculous theory, but yes, he believed it was possible. He also believed that he was feeling that feeling at that very moment. His heart was skipping beats and pounding so hard he swore if the room had quieted to silence his heart would be heard like a loud bass drum.
A smirk spread across Frank’s face when Krissy mentioned that she too had a hobby for computer programming and such. It had never really been much of a hobby until he’d decided to major in it. That is when it caught his interest and he’s taken off with it. Now he knew more than most people in his field. Of course he never really bragged about it. Nor did he throw out crazy computer terms in everyday conversation to try and sound smart. He knew he was smart and there was no need to flaunt such intelligence. That was meant for career purposes only. ”Wow, you don’t look like the computer nerd type.” He said, his smirk still glued to his face. He liked that she knew about computers though. It meant that they had one more thing in common. One more thing that they could talk about and share. Not that it was amazingly romantic to talk about computer shit. Sometimes it would be nice to rant about it and have the person he was talking to understand what he was talking about though. As for the job he was trying to acquire. Once he got his degree and applied, if hired he would be making a six figure salary. To be exact he’d be making about 137, 000 dollars a year. Which was enough to consider himself upper middle class. Enough to start a life for himself away from his father. He hated being so connected to him. He wanted to be free so desperately. ”Thanks, I’m gonna need it. Although luck never really helps me out. I’m always stuck doing all the work.” HE replied with a chuckle. Many people would consider his laugh to be cute. He’d heard it a million times before.
What made his stomach flop around even worse was when she said that it had been him that was making her nervous. He had no clue that he could have such an effect on anyone. He always felt like such a fool that it never crossed his mind that a girl would get shy or nervous around him. It had always been the opposite way around for him. If she had any clue how nervous she was making him she’d see why he had been so clueless as to why she was nervous. He didn’t see himself the way she must see him. He saw himself as the friendly nerd that always sits alone at lunch time. He’d never been very popular. But now he had managed to make this girl nervous. Of course there was the added factor of her being in high school and him in college. Maybe college guys made high school girls nervous. Honestly he didn’t want to dwell on it too much because it reminded him that he was sitting here letting himself fall for a girl who was in high school. That could be seen as very controversial. If his father and grandmother found out they would scold him silly. Telling him how he was jeopardizing the family name and how he should be ashamed of himself. He’d never been too fond of his father nor his grandmother. They were the ones that had pushed his mother to breaking point and they were the ones who continually made his life a living hell. ”Well, there really is no need to be nervous. Really. I’m just the nerdy kid that sits by himself everyday. I’m usually not so outgoing so don’t get used to it.” He said,his smile growing slowly. He saw that she was blushing after revealing that she liked him. Not only that but she didn’t want him to go away. She emphasized this point by placing her small hand on his arm. Shocks went through his body as her hand touched his tattooed skin. ”I like you too.” He replied. His smile now as wide as it could possibly get. His cheeks were flushed with the rosy color of a blush.
Frank chuckled at her mark after his yawn. She was so damned cute. He wondered silently what had kept her up so late. But he wouldn’t ask that was her business. He was more worried about the fact that she had just asked him if he wanted to go and hang out somewhere. He wondered where she would want to go. What she would want to do. Would she find him boring once they stepped out of the comfort zone of this conversation? He couldn’t know unless he gave it a shot. He shrugged his shoulders. ”Yeah. I’d love to hang out.” He replied. ”Where exactly do you want to go though. This town is so fuckin small that there really isn’t all that much to do. Now if we were back in New York City where I used to live, we’d have a million things to do.” He stopped that statement right there. He hadn’t intended to tell her he’d lived in the city. Usually that led to the question of why he had come back to Tennessee and he didn’t like discussing that. In fact he avoided that conversation at all cost because the situation had been so incredibly fucked up.
His stomach did another flop at her next comment. Back on the age topic. "You can be my OLD MAN. If you want? I'm still a little kid at heart though." He wanted to be her anything. Her didn’t care what. As long as she called him hers. But he wasn’t going to come out and say it so bluntly. ”Alright then. I’ll be your old man. Even though it sounds as if we are talking like a married couple.” He said with a quick smile. He loved this girl already. He’d never admit it but his heart was already set on her in every way.
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Will be the one thing you've got to let go[/font][/SIZE]
(the character)[/center]
full name: Melody Elizabeth McKay
age: 18
date of birth: October 17th, 1990
hometown: Manhattan, New York
species: human
sub-species: ...
ability: ...
diet: ...
playby: Delysse
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And when you feel the wall cannot be burned
[/font][/SIZE](the quirks)[/center]
likes & dislikes:
likes: ice cream, vampires (doesn't know they are real but is obsessed with the idea of them), men, the color blue, Manhattan
dislikes: clowns, being bored, donuts, Forks
strengths & weaknesses:
strengths: very intelligent, she was the star of her track team in high school so she runs faster than most, very artistic, has a beautiful singing voice.
weaknesses: terrified of clowns, she has incredible stage fright.
personality: Mel is your down-to-earth kind of girl. She doesn't let many things bother her and she never really gets mad at anyone. She is very sarcastic though. Her sarcasm is what adds a bit of humor to her personality. Just as well as she gives out the jokes she can take them though so I guess you can say she has a good sense of humor. She spends most of her time on her laptop doing assorted geeky things. She loves to think about vampires and what it would be like if they were real. Ever since she was a child she's been obsessed with them. When in love she gives her whole heart. Plain and simple she is one of the nicest people you will ever meet.
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You're gonna die to try what can't be done
[/font][/SIZE](the history)[/center]
mother: Angelica Miller
father: Stephen McKay
siblings: Daniel McKay
other family: Nathan Miller - StepFather
the history: Melody grew up in Manhattan for most of her life. Her and her brother had it made for the most part. Their father was rich and even after he left their mother, he left them with a nice chunk of his money in the divorce. SO everything worked out fine for them as they grew up. They were spoiled by any means but they didn't struggle. That is until Melody was ten and the money from the divorce ran out. All of her mother's attempts at going after their father for child support were unsuccessful. Everything went downhill and for the next four years life was hell for Mel. SHe found her own light in the darkness though. A sort of fantasy world where everything seemed to be glorious. She started obsessing over vampire books and it gave her an outlet for everything she was going through. She went through a "gothic" phase and turned into a very odd person. She was engulfed in her fantasy world with vampires and such. That is until her mother met someone knew, got married and uprooted her family to Forks, Washington. A tiny little town on the other side of the country. She lost everything. Her friends, her comfort zone. Everything that had been familiar to her was gone. Her crazy style shifted as she went through high school. She went from wearing all black to wearing things that everyone wore. She did keep her hair black though. And her change in style and oddness never changed her obsession with vampires. She knew they weren't real but for her they were beautiful creatures to dream about. Her life is a bit more steady now. She lives in a cute suburban style house with her family and drives a modest Toyota Prius. She is single and not exactly looking.
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Gonna stay stay out but you don't care
[/font][/SIZE](the credit)
so this short application was made by ; drunken waltz of CAUTION 2.0.
lyrics are from Spotlight by Mute Math which is from the Twilight soundtrack.
please don't remove the credit, otherwise i might be tempted to chop your fingers
off or i may just bury you under the floarboards......kidding, but yeah i'm serious
about the removing credit bit, it stays where it is. this app form was made for a
twilight rpg hence the twilight lyrics, but i guess you could use it for any other type
of vampire/supernatural RPG. a link back to where you're using it would be nice.
cheers, and enjoy. [/center]